At the Bottom

i am back at school now. classes started last wednesday. that means i have homework! yay! but instead of doing homework i just read harry potter all day. i am on the 5th book and it is pretty interesting. not as interesting as the first four but this is harry potter we're talkin about...its bound to get crazy vedy vedy soon.

i now have a disneyland pass and i have gone 3 times in the past week. im already getting some quality use out of it. i had not been to d land since i was 10 years of age. it was hard remembering everything that i had once experienced there at a young age, but there were a few things that i was familiar with. pirates of the caribbean still rules. that is one thing that i can always count on...pirates being awesomely awesome. pirate tattoo in the future? yes please.

brand new's album titled "daisy" leaked onto the internet and i go my hands on it vedy quickly. they have been one of my favorite bands since freshman year of high school. every time they record an album they continue to develop musically and jesse lacey continues to be spot on lyrically. the bassist throughout the record had some groovin bass lines. the guitar work is phenomenal on this record. i cant get enough of the riffage going on here. me likey. id like to see some of these songs live in the near future.

things that make me happy:

Harley Marissa

holy springsteen and gaslight

home is where you make it

i have been at camp for 3 and a half weeks now. i get home this saturday and im and extremely excited. i miss my family very much and also my dear friends from home. however, returning home does have its downfalls. it means that school will start very shortly. i will also miss some staff members and counselors that i have met up at camp. but life goes on...

i have come to appreciate my hometown the more i am away from it. i no longer have a distaste for the county in which i was raised. there is a heritage in san juan capistrano that is like none that i have found anywhere else. orange county is looked at among other people as a wealthy county full of snobs and ignorant fools. that is not entirely true. though, every rose does have its thorns...there are some stupid people that live there but the majority love and care for each others needs. it is hard to go back to school each fall and leave those that i love back home. i hope to still live in orange county after i am done with school. it will be hard to manage but if it is in the cards then that will be much appreciated.

Crime In Stereo - Bicycles For Afghanistan lyrics

So I wanted goals. I saw all I needed was:
-a home with a view of something beautiful
-a woman that I trusted
-the friends that I grew up with

But it was asking too much for us to pray things stay in exactly the same way.
And so we drift together saying "Every mirror shows the same ugly shell I've shared forever".

We drift together, yet apart and alone.
The only role for these lonely souls.

And you can see the by the lonely numbers on my bank receipts, the lonely space between these sheets, by the ravenous company I keep, comforts are few and far between.

But just this once I'll have you know, this is not a lonely soul.

This world has other sorrows than love.

Let It Happen

week 2 up at Sugar Pine Christian Camp is complete and a lovely weekend awaits. it should be some good times with some good people. cant wait.

i shall be going to see the film 500 days of summer today. ive been wanting to see this for a long time. i sure hope it is good. the last few indie loves films that i have seen have been disappointing.

i miss my golden locks of love